omfg theres this Guy in my drawing class rn and he laughs at retarded things and bad things and noone ever laughs at his jokes and he actually thinks youre obliged to talk to him, he pisses me off so much i cant
there is a really gross, transphobic gameplay mechanic in which you xray someone and determine their “real” gender
you are just as dumb as the person who said that bioshock infinite is a trash game because it “promotes racism”, welp, sorry that the developers didn’t turn totalitarism into land of tolerance and cottoncandy 4 u
I just remembered, that my new friends at my new uni tell me many compliments about my drawings and tell me i’m pretty and and we share food and do stuff like this and this is such a good thing. I hope I can be a good friend for you, too. Thank you.
I also wanted to write about something else, but started writing in riddles like a coward I am, so there’s no point. But I do feel strong feelings. Too bad it’s only in my head where I can express them successfully.
so as you can see below if you’re on my blog rn, i had a long discussion with my mom today as i cried into a bowl of weird jello about how frustrated and shitty i feel about the insane amount of time it’s taking to release my songs. it’s hard to explain if you don’t already know what i mean or if you’re not in this ‘industry’ but basically, when you wanna put out music it takes forever for 200 people to figure out when/where/how/why/what to do with the shit you make. THEN i realized- why bother with that????? i’m making new music and i want people to hear it, who the hell cares about the rest of that stuff????
music is a thing i do because it’s fun and i like it. i had always told myself that once it stops being fun, i’ll stop doing it and move on to stuff that makes me happy. making this song (along with my entire album, which is almost finished!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) was really therapeutic and fun for me. i know it’s not what i usually do, and all of my new music isn’t gonna sound like this, but i think it came out the way i wanted it.
it’s rare for me to like my own songs but this time i finally do. i hope u guys like it too!!!!!!!!!!